My Ramblings - Do they really matter?

Anger

Sat, 01 Aug 2009 16:36:55 +0000

Anger! That is what I am feeling right here. I have another blog place but it is much more visibly seen by a lot of friends and family so I have to be very careful that I don’t OFFEND someone there. This place is a little more private and I can vent more freely.

Last night we finally got to venture to the cabin after a 3 week time away (not for him). My friends, I so looked forward to seeing my friends. When I got there I of course was escorted next door to Harrdini’s for a glass of wine and chat to catch up. We were well into our second glass of wine and and chat when she informed me that one of the ladies here, Pixel, in our little retreat from the world, had been reading my “other” blog very regularly and started something with others here about something I had posted. She got a bunch of my “friends” very upset and in turn now I was very upset because I don’t post what I REALLY want to say on that blog. Harrdini told me that she shut it down pretty quick but I was still so upset by it all. The conversation seemed to move on but I just couldn’t get over what Pixel had started. Now I’m feeling ostracized by it. In fact, it is 11:30 a.m. and Harridini has not called me to have a cup of coffee yet. She has been over at Mica’s having a cup of coffee for 2 hours, then back and now gone again. Usually I’m her right hand person here but I’m left sitting. I guess that is okay as I’m not in a mood. I’m upset. Oh I had better let you know what about. One issue is I had a nasty comment about country music. We had been on a pontoon boat for over 4 hours with about 18 people and the only music played was COUNTRY! Everyone here knows I do not like country music and 4 hours held hostage with it was enough. I voiced my opinion on the blog and in person, so what. Then Pixel got uptight that I was letting the WORLD know about our little cabin retreat and where it was and all. I didn’t, never have and I use fictitious names in all of my posts, except for my friend Gail that passed away. Pixel needs to rethink that statement because a well known designer who has a place here has been in INTERNATIONAL magazines telling all about this place so she can just…BITE ME!!!!!!!! There, I feel better, maybe. There is another party tonight and I’m not how I feel being in the same room with her. I’m PISSED!